I am not the Biggest Loser...

Ok...I Suck!!!

I have not blogged in about a month for one reason and one reason only...I have not dieted or exercised or lost any weight AT ALL. I really just have not been able to find that inner motivation. I have tried so many things to get me motivated. I joined a weight loss challenge. I watch The Biggest Loser on a regular basis. I got a weight loss buddy. I got lots of motivational books and workout videos. BUT NOTHING!!!!!!!

I don't get it. I usually start the day out alright but from noon on I just find myself pigging out. Maybe it is because I know that I am on a "DIET" that I feel the need to binge.

Also, because I am so overweight, unhealthy and out of shape I don't have the energy to get my butt up to exercise. It is a vicious circle.

Sheesh......I really need to find a way to get myself going on this.

Finally Started!!!

Ok, I finally started the diet. A few days late, I'll admit, but here I go. I weighed myself again to get a definitive starting point and ack...213.6 lbs...up again. NO MORE!!! I started doing Weight Watchers on Monday and am easing into the exercising. I went rollerblading with my husband on Monday morning and almost killed myself. This morning I used my Wii Fit for the first time. It analyzes your body weight and BMI and it told me I am Obese...how insulting...but true. I actually had a lot of fun using it. I now need to lose 73.6 pounds to reach my goal. It seems like a very long haul but I am choosing to take it nice and slow.