Starting Point

Ok...so I finally got up the courage to weigh myself this morning. I weighed in at 209.7 pounds. (under 210 thank you very much). Sheesh. I did not know that I weighed that much and it really gave me the kick in the pants that I need to get going. I actually have compiled all that I need to get started. I have all of The Biggest Loser work out DVDs and their success secrets book. I have my weight loss journal and all of my Weight Watchers books and points finders on the ready. I have a weight loss partner as well. My cousin and I both have the same goal of getting thin and healthy before we have babies so we have teamed up to encourage each other. Starting January 1st...(two days away)...I am on my way to becoming a thin, hot babe...just 69.7 pounds to go.........................

Thinking About Starting...

I know I am going to lose weight (positive thinking). I know what I am going to do to lose it. BUT...I'm not really ready to start yet. I am not sure what makes a person ready. Is it resolve?...Will?...Determination?...Support?...THERAPY?????

It is December 16th...everything in me wants to have started my weight loss YESTERDAY. However, in the back of my head I know that Christmas is next week and then New Year's and I am going to want to just eat and have fun. In all reality I could totally start NOW and just have a cheat day or two but I tend to be an ALL or NOTHING kind of girl.

I plan to start on the first of the year. My New Year's Resolution (if you will). I weight over 200 pounds (I'm guessing because I am afraid to actually weight myself) and I want to reach 140 at the end of my journey. That is 60 pounds! Ack!

I will keep you posted...